12:52am

I haven't written in quite a while.

I've had a lot of dramatic things happen around me, lately. I don't know that I even take anything in correctly, anymore. Like, I'll hear about something or have been told something, and I'll understand it, but nothing seems to take effect right away; everything seems null and void. I feel as if life lately is purely enduring ambiguity. I'm not one to care about anything if it's too intricate, but lately I need closure with every little thing. I've been feeling weird, too. I feel as if I lack emotion. I can't remember the last time I've been angry, or sad, or anything else for that matter. Everything has hit me, with no resulting effect. I'm not at all depressed or anything, either. It's so weird, man. On that note, I haven't a desire to continue writing. I'll come back to it, though. I don't have anyone I feel like I want to vent to anyone. Things are just weird for me right now. It's all just weird..